Remember that kid C? Let’s give him a name, shall we? It’ll be… Caleb. And remember when he came onto me and then left and I was all pissed about for three whole days?! And then I got over it? Well he got in a little bit. A tiny bit. Teeny weeny bit. But he’s in. And after that whole thing he would randomly come up to me and say things like, “We should continue that night.” Or, as we’re walking in opposite directions, tap my chest or stomach as he passes. He calls me dumb names like stud or hottie. In any case, my amazing looks aside, I maybe developed a crush. Because, you know? He’s cute, and athletic, and likes to run, and know’s about cooking, and you know? He’s cute. But I never pursued anything with him because he’s not out of the closet, and even though I may say it doesn’t bother me, it would. I would like to go out and about with him. But that would never happen so I left it alone. I told myself that, if he did come out, I’d go for it. But until then, I’m not doing a damn thing.
Well last night I went out with some friends to a small party in a small apartment a LONG! way from school. We were all just sitting around, laughing and listening to music. It was nice. Except I don’t really like the people I went with. Meh. It’s another story. We’ll we all decided, in our drunken state, that it would be fun to walk to Starbucks and get some coffee. Well, we walked, in the cold, and boy did I have to FUCKING!! pee so bad. No worries, I didn’t wet myself. I wouldn’t tell you if I did. At the coffee shop a boy called Mike gets a text that reads, “I just blew Caleb!” It’s from a boy called Alex. A whore boy. A boy bitch if you will. He’s gross and ick! and I’m not going there either. Now, this group isn’t a group you tell secrets to. They’ll tell everyone and make sure everyone know’s your secret. It’s how they roll.
People on campus already suspected that Caleb was gay and this is going to fuel the fire. For sure, people are going to know and I feel so bad for Caleb. It’s no good when you are taken out of the closet, rather than coming out on your own. What really bothers me is that Alex doesn’t see what he’s done. This kid is selfish. And he’s only doing this so he can say it. I hope Caleb is alright.
