HA! Something about something!

Remember that kid C? Let’s give him a name, shall we? It’ll be… Caleb. And remember when he came onto me and then left and I was all pissed about for three whole days?! And then I got over it? Well he got in a little bit. A tiny [...]

I’m sorry for posting nothing. Really. This is nothing.

In order to give a certain finger to Mothe Nature herself, I decided to stay in bed all day. And by all day I mean all day. I got out of class at noon and put my sweats back on and laid still, alseep, for five more hours. I woke up and [...]

And now winter drags on.

I’ve been enjoying the decent weather too much, I guess. That or there is someone out there who desperately want to make me crazy. That little man? Who controls the weather? Is laughing at me feeling sorry for myself. I woke up to four inches of snow. Yes. [...]

The week drags on.

As you can tell from my recent posts, this has been the MOST boring week of my life. Seriously. The only thing I’ve done is run, and run, and run. I’m so sick of running and working out. Seriously, I’m in a social slump. Two weeks ago I was turning [...]

So bored…

This is my day. Mostly everyday. Le sigh.
-Shower and eat breakfast all before 730a.
-Off to class until either 10a on Monday and Wednesday or until 2p on Tuesday and Thursday. No class Friday.
-Get out of class and take a nap. For usually an hour or two.
-Run for an hour. By this [...]

It wouldn’t be right… would it?

I’m finished with the whole Ryan thing. I don’t think that he and I would be good together so…
But we were something and now I don’t know how to tell him that. I know I should be honest and say YOU SMOKE WAY TOO MUCH DAMN POT! But that is hard. [...]

A day of Ugh. And death always makes me think of God, and how awesome he is.

This is what is happening at this very moment:
- Two boys are playing Dance Dance Revolution, the game that you dance to music with weird asian/techno music. They are shirtless claiming to be straight. I doubt it so very much. “DDR” is either for the gays or for people who love anime. [...]

Plus one.

This Saturday is the big “Red Carpet Party” for my friend’s friend and I still have nothing to wear. Albeit, the attire is sorta cheesy (Dress like your favorite celebrity or like a million bucks!), it might be fun because I haven’t really dressed up in a while. The last time was for [...]

A post about nothing in particular.

–I watch tennis like my father watches football. I yell at the television and get up and cheer and if the player I want to win wins, I may end up drunk, celebrating in the streets.
I love to root for the underdog, also. I am watching the Pacific Life Open and [...]

This sucks. And this post is totally confusing.

I spent all day thinking about what I really wanted. In a relationship anyway. I want someone who is secure. With themselves, in what they want in life… which is kinda unfair because I don’t know what I want in life. I do, however, know who I am and what I [...]

What are “we” ?

I still don’t know all the adult things. I don’t know how important it is to pay your credit card bill on time, or when to do laundry so that I don’t wear the same jeans three times in one week. And I don’t know when two people who are seeing each other [...]

Sleep over.

My eyes were just starting to close when I hear the vibration of my cell phone: a text. I’m so sleepy that I debate on getting up and reading it, when usually I jump up to see who sent me one. Because text messages are a mini Christmas for me.
It’s Ryan. [...]

The Ryan’s

He called. And we made plans for tomorrow. I guess I should introduce his name. I’m nervous to do so because I believe a lot in “jinx”. Like if you say, “Tonight is going to be sweet!!” then you jinxed it and the night is probably going to be a bust. [...]

Level headed? No. Neurotic? Yes.

So, it’s been two days and he hasn’t called. That night? That we went for dinner and where he was supposed to fall in love with me? Went well, well enough so that later that evening we went back to his place, drank a couple of beers and I kissed him. [...]

Oh boys…

A couple of days ago a boy gave me a “hello”, if you will. I’m on a social networking site that posts your email address and allows others to randomly email you.
This boy is mildly funny and I’m not sure if he’s cute or not. I gave him my phone [...]

Summertime.

I can feel it in the morning. When the birds sing. And the sun hits my skin and warms it gently. I can feel it. The grass is getting a little greener. And the sun dips into the mountains a little later. I wear my flip-flops and my toes [...]

Celebrity-ish party.

In a couple of weeks I’m attending a red carpet event. Actually, it’s more rich-girl-birthday-party and less celebrity sighting. There will be a red carpet and fancy cakes and lovely boys all dressed up and me, again, with no date. So, I’m taking my best friend, F. We’re back in good [...]

Ahh, California.

Back from my trip to California I have come to the conclusion that I LOVE LOVE LOVE New York. Being in SoCal for that long made me long for the sweet smell of garbage on the street in the summer. Thirst for the wine in the restaurants that are WAY better! And [...]