I’m so seven-years-old on the inside.

I wake uo to this email from my mother this morning:
“When you get back into town, you , me and Jason (my stepfather) are going to have a discussion.”
That’s all. Nothing to what the discussion will be. The thing with my mom is, me at the good ol’ age of 18, I can [...]

I think I need better meds than Skol.

So about all the craziness that spilled out. Just so you know, I’m not insane and I won’t kill anyone. They took my knives.
Sometimes I get a little stressed out and sometimes I lose it. That day I needed to buy some books for some classes that I’m taking next term. [...]

Honest.

Do you ever get that feeling? You know the one where you watch something sad and you want to feel their pain. You’re wathing this person on television or whatever and you want to be in their position and feel their pain. And you start to think of bad things in your [...]

Beauty.

For the first time in a long while I enjoyed the cold weather and really appreciated how beautiful the snow looked falling slowly to the ground. For the whole of the winter I’ve cursed Mother Nature for dumping so much of it on us and not once have I looked at hour truly lucky [...]

J’aime le francais.

I was doing some reading tonight (it’s 3am right now.) History is one of my favorite subjects, especially 18th century royalty.
I was reading about Queen Marie Antoinette and her unpopularity with the French people. I just read:
It was rumored that the Queen was going to the Paris Opéra in disguise to [...]

Sometimes, my life is just better than yours.

Everyday I wake up dreading class. It’s not that I don’t like going, it’s that I have to sit in a seven hour class, and three of the hours are pure and straight lecture. Lecture on sanitation, food service law, and often being sushed from talking.
Today I do what I hope [...]

So much for Global Warming.

I am so fucking sick of the snow and cold. And tomorrow we’re getting more of it.

THURS|FRI|SAT|SUN

Here are some quotes and other funny things from this weekend of rather illegal activity:
Sarah: …You mean like a mentor?
Scott: NO! Stupid! A role model!
Sarah: Isn’t that what a mentor is?
Scott to dog: Ugh! Get away you Goddamn Goddamner!
Scott, looking at Cheetos: God! Cheetos are so fucking sexy.
Sarah: So is cream [...]

Fucking “college”

Today I walk into the Student Services Center to register for my Spring Term. I go in thinking I’m going to choose classes that are on track and helpful for my future career. Courses that are challenging yet interesting and fun. To me, that is what college is-fun, exciting, and challenging. A [...]

Oh God… I may have to live in my Prada box.

All I wanted for Christmas was a working car. Or atleast my car to be repaired so I can quit my shitty ass job and work at a place that I want to work at and pay me atleast decent money. I work probably 10 hours a week- and I know every other [...]

I just like to say in calm & collected.

Because I over think and over analyze way too much, I couldn’t fall asleep until I decided just how I was going to approach the boy I like. And since, if all goes well, I’m going to be writing about him, lets give him a name. It’ll be James.
The thing with [...]

it’s a scary thing…

… when there is someone you can’t get our of your head. and your new year’s resolution is to be more assertive and tell the boy who you like you like him. when you can’t get it out of your head that he just might be out of your league and he wouldn’t [...]