When I started school just under six months ago, I instantly developed an attraction to a boy I knew I would never have. Damn the luck and my taste in men because this always happens to me. He is someone I thought that, even if we never become something, we could be atleast [...]
Entries from December 2006
December 28, 2006
Plans
Whenever I have pen and paper in my hands with nothing to write about I make lists. Lots of them. Sometimes I look through my high school notebooks and there is more lists and doodles than actual notes and homework. (Once, I had this huge project for English. I had four months [...]
December 25, 2006
Love & then some…
Dinner at my mothers is always perfect. & in the good way. The food is delicious (I think this is where my passion for food comes from), there is usually a nice pinot noir, and the family always sits around the table and chats. & in the good way.
This year there [...]
December 16, 2006
Amy & Falyn
Amy woke me early this morning– early being just before noon. She called to say that she was just moments away and that I should be showered and dressed for our lunch date. She arrived promptly and called, again, to let me know she was waiting downstairs.
At the time, I was [...]
December 15, 2006
Smoking & Talking
When we walked into the room it was smoke-filled and blaring Justin’s new single. It was in a Middle Eastern shopping center where very expensive cars were parked next to some not-so-expensive cars, and the nearest street light was out giving the area a very eerie feeling. There were people standing outside smoking [...]
December 9, 2006
Cab fishing.
When we walked out of the revolving doors it was raining hard. We couldn’t decide whether or not to catch a cab back up town or to grab something to eat near by. We decided food was the best choice it being early still– around 6pm. We had no idea where anything [...]